Senator -- Humiliation and Possession 3

Well, I got the third humilitation and possession file from the Senator. The induction was relaxing, as always, and I think it did put me into a trance, at least somewhat. Without giving too much away, I was able to easily imagine the Senator's cock on my lips, spraying my throat with his piss -- not quite as if he were there, but as close as I've ever come from a hypno file like this.

By the end, I was aware of what a mess I was, stuff that represented his piss flowing down my chin and onto my chest. It was humiliating to be in that position, metaphorical piss on me -- and I felt as humiliated that it was "piss" as I did that it was only metaphorical. The ending was extra humiliating, as I continued to follow his instructions long after he had "left".

I will listen to this one many times again, I'm sure of it.

The intended after-effects did not happen, which isn't surprising, but the intensity and humiliation during the listening was well worth it to me. As with the previous, I worry what might happen to some poor pig faggot who is more susceptible to hypnosis. Build up to this one.

Senator -- Humiliation and Possession 2

On the advice of a new contact, I bought the Senator's Hum/Pos 2 file.

Damn, that was fucking hot. Very powerful and difficult imagery used as part of a ritual, but it was very effective for the humiliation aspects. If you're susceptible to the hypnosis part, though, be wary -- I imagine this could be effective at changing you.

Gag the Fag preview video

I think all the Gag the Fag videos are great, but this one really does it for me -- when Mike Hawk (who I think is very hot) slaps the fags face and calls him "faggot" -- I *so* wanted to be that fag!

http://gagthefag.com/previews/erikerikson-preview.htm

Senator -- Degrading Reward

Well, I tried the first of the Senator's "Degrading Reward" files. I liked it, I think, for the same reasons I like his other files -- mostly just how he talks to the listener with disdain. The "degrading" part of this was a bit disappointing, actually, but while I listened I did find myself fantasizing about degrading myself further by sending him more money. So perhaps it *does* work. And I did have a nice orgasm, once he gave me permission (in the file) to cum.

Still, I'm not a money slave, and though there's a little bit of me that finds the whole idea kind of thrilling, it's only a little bit. If I'm going to give money to people, I'll do it to people I know in the flesh.

Weekend abuse

I had the privilege of serving a Master yesterday. He tied me up, verbally abusing me and slapping me all over. When he hogtied me and put his boot on my ass I felt like a nothing more than a piece of meat.

I was a little disappointed that he didn't continue to abuse me as I jerked us both off, but I still had a good orgasm, and I think he did too.

I've been listening a lot to the Senator of Mind Control's hypno files.

I have to admit, none of the hypno files I've ever heard (his or any others) seem to do anything for me, in terms of the actual trance and hypnosis. But I love to hear the Senator's contemptuous attitude and his assertions that he is superior and I (the listener) am inferior. I've followed his instructions for some files for a kick, and really enjoy them.

I finally bought one, the humiliation and possession 1 file. I enjoy it, but I'm thinking the Degrading Reward might have been better. I'll probably buy it sometime and post about it.