Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Senator -- Degrading Reward

Well, I tried the first of the Senator's "Degrading Reward" files. I liked it, I think, for the same reasons I like his other files -- mostly just how he talks to the listener with disdain. The "degrading" part of this was a bit disappointing, actually, but while I listened I did find myself fantasizing about degrading myself further by sending him more money. So perhaps it *does* work. And I did have a nice orgasm, once he gave me permission (in the file) to cum.

Still, I'm not a money slave, and though there's a little bit of me that finds the whole idea kind of thrilling, it's only a little bit. If I'm going to give money to people, I'll do it to people I know in the flesh.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Weekend abuse

I had the privilege of serving a Master yesterday. He tied me up, verbally abusing me and slapping me all over. When he hogtied me and put his boot on my ass I felt like a nothing more than a piece of meat.

I was a little disappointed that he didn't continue to abuse me as I jerked us both off, but I still had a good orgasm, and I think he did too.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

I've been listening a lot to the Senator of Mind Control's hypno files.

I have to admit, none of the hypno files I've ever heard (his or any others) seem to do anything for me, in terms of the actual trance and hypnosis. But I love to hear the Senator's contemptuous attitude and his assertions that he is superior and I (the listener) am inferior. I've followed his instructions for some files for a kick, and really enjoy them.

I finally bought one, the humiliation and possession 1 file. I enjoy it, but I'm thinking the Degrading Reward might have been better. I'll probably buy it sometime and post about it.