Tuesday, November 9, 2010

The Voice: Cigars, Sex, and Men

I had the pleasure of interacting with a couple of men this past summer, both smoking cigars. I ended up licking one of them all over, worshiping his body. As I listen to this one, that scenario keeps coming back to me...

The idea of this hypno file is to make the listener lust after all men who smoke cigars. The imagery is great, as usual: He talks about kneeling at the feet of a "cigar daddy" and sucking him off as he puffs on his cigar. He gets into details, like feeling the cigar against your face as Daddy holds you and pulls you onto his cock; or running your hand through Daddy's chest hair. There's a trigger, that you get erect when you see a man light a cigar.

I'm getting there...

Friday, November 5, 2010

The Voice: two hypno files

OK, with these I hit the "wow" stage. In fact, I've contacted the Voice about doing a custom file for me.

Cock Sucker Hypno loop

This 20 minute file flew by -- I listened to it twice, and probably would have said only 10 minutes had gone by. I'm a cocksucker, and I knew it (and readily admitted it) before I got this file. So saying it out loud as he directed me to (in the file) wasn't a big deal.

And yet, with that and some of the other things he prompts during this hypno file, I really got into submissive headspace. I felt almost exactly as I feel when I kneel before a Dominant man, ready to service his cock. I was right there, in my place, just where I needed to be.

You can bet I'll be going back to this one, over and over again.

whore for the Voice hypno loop

This one was couched more as a fantasy (at least at first) but was no fuckin' hot, that I had to pull out my cock and start masturbating. He didn't tell me to in the file, exactly, but I couldn't help it, I just needed to stroke stroke stroke.

He does say something along the lines of, "the more you masturbate to this file, the more you need it..." etc. This is fairly typical of hypno files, to try to compel you to listen to them again. Well, I don't know if it's because of that or just because I'm a horny scum and this hit my buttons, but I've listen to this -- and jerked off to it -- three more times since that first listen. I haven't always gotten through the whole thing, but still.

There's that annoying "and you want to make this fantasy a reality" bit that makes me hesitate from recommending it whole-heartedly. I mean, outside from how HOT it sounds as a fantasy, it probably would not make for a satisfying life in reality. I don't have worries about myself, but I don't know how it works for those more susceptible to hypno files.

But I do love it, both of them actually. Others may fall out of favor, but I suspect even if I leave this for a while, I'll eventually come back to them.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

The Voice: You Like Strong Men, Glory Hole Days

You Like Strong Men

Another SoundClick, spoken word file (not hypno). This is the intro file, free to download. It's short, only a few minutes. It's a decent introduction -- I can imagine his fake laugh can be annoying for a lot of people, but I'm able to overlook it because the rest is pretty hot.

Glory Hole Days

Like Public Park Humiliation, this one has a description of the Voice taking control of the listener and taking him to a porn store glory hole to service men as long as the Voice wants it. And like PPH, this one was hot -- I was hard throughout most of it. I'm really enjoying his voice, and loving the verbal abuse and the description -- detailed enough that I can clearly put myself in the story.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Senator -- Humiliation and Possession Final

I finally went through the humiliation and possession final. This one was long, with two parts to the induction. I was relaxed and ready, following the Senator's instructions. In this one, he requires you to cum -- multiple times. Well, maybe it's because I wasn't really deep in a trance, maybe it's because I'm in my 40s and while I can (and do) cum two or three times a day, I can't do it twice in the space of 10 minutes. After the first time I came, I continued stroking as he required, and it felt good -- but then, I just got bored listening to him repeating the same stuff. I finally just said "enough" and stopped.

Don't get me wrong, it was a good file, I just couldn't maintain the interest in it that it needed.

There's a humiliation and possession "addendum" available, but I think I'm done giving him my money. And no, I don't fucking owe him.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Senator -- Humiliation and Possession 3

Well, I got the third humilitation and possession file from the Senator. The induction was relaxing, as always, and I think it did put me into a trance, at least somewhat. Without giving too much away, I was able to easily imagine the Senator's cock on my lips, spraying my throat with his piss -- not quite as if he were there, but as close as I've ever come from a hypno file like this.

By the end, I was aware of what a mess I was, stuff that represented his piss flowing down my chin and onto my chest. It was humiliating to be in that position, metaphorical piss on me -- and I felt as humiliated that it was "piss" as I did that it was only metaphorical. The ending was extra humiliating, as I continued to follow his instructions long after he had "left".

I will listen to this one many times again, I'm sure of it.

The intended after-effects did not happen, which isn't surprising, but the intensity and humiliation during the listening was well worth it to me. As with the previous, I worry what might happen to some poor pig faggot who is more susceptible to hypnosis. Build up to this one.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Senator -- Humiliation and Possession 2

On the advice of a new contact, I bought the Senator's Hum/Pos 2 file.

Damn, that was fucking hot. Very powerful and difficult imagery used as part of a ritual, but it was very effective for the humiliation aspects. If you're susceptible to the hypnosis part, though, be wary -- I imagine this could be effective at changing you.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Gag the Fag preview video

I think all the Gag the Fag videos are great, but this one really does it for me -- when Mike Hawk (who I think is very hot) slaps the fags face and calls him "faggot" -- I *so* wanted to be that fag!

http://gagthefag.com/previews/erikerikson-preview.htm

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Senator -- Degrading Reward

Well, I tried the first of the Senator's "Degrading Reward" files. I liked it, I think, for the same reasons I like his other files -- mostly just how he talks to the listener with disdain. The "degrading" part of this was a bit disappointing, actually, but while I listened I did find myself fantasizing about degrading myself further by sending him more money. So perhaps it *does* work. And I did have a nice orgasm, once he gave me permission (in the file) to cum.

Still, I'm not a money slave, and though there's a little bit of me that finds the whole idea kind of thrilling, it's only a little bit. If I'm going to give money to people, I'll do it to people I know in the flesh.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Weekend abuse

I had the privilege of serving a Master yesterday. He tied me up, verbally abusing me and slapping me all over. When he hogtied me and put his boot on my ass I felt like a nothing more than a piece of meat.

I was a little disappointed that he didn't continue to abuse me as I jerked us both off, but I still had a good orgasm, and I think he did too.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

I've been listening a lot to the Senator of Mind Control's hypno files.

I have to admit, none of the hypno files I've ever heard (his or any others) seem to do anything for me, in terms of the actual trance and hypnosis. But I love to hear the Senator's contemptuous attitude and his assertions that he is superior and I (the listener) am inferior. I've followed his instructions for some files for a kick, and really enjoy them.

I finally bought one, the humiliation and possession 1 file. I enjoy it, but I'm thinking the Degrading Reward might have been better. I'll probably buy it sometime and post about it.